Time is running out for our love. For Gerhard and I. He is coming over this weekend. I don't know how much longer my heart can handle him. I want him in my life SO badly... but at the expense of what?
"You can't change a man unless he's in diapers!" Fact or Fiction??
I'm SO tired. We have such ups and downs in our dysfunctional 'relationship' that I can't keep up anymore. It's scary. I don't know what to expect anymore. I know I like being spontaneous and adventurous but this is ridiculous!