In my life, in my heart and in my life - you are all consuming. I need to physically focus on distracting myself, so as not to think of you, and what you've done to me. I'm scared to say it out loud, but it's the truth - I wish you hadn't come back to me! You came into my life, completely uprooted me, used me, led me on to believe things you didn't even believe yourself. I will never understand why you did it, or how you could ever be so selfish or self-centered. I thought so much more of you. I need, and want so much more of you.