G15

Not even 24 hours later and you're already angry with me. What am I doing? Asking questions. why? Because I'm scared. Because I don't want to make the same mistake again. It hurts so much! You called her the woman you want to marry. You called her the center of your heart, your world. I wasn't in your life at the time, and you were quite serious. It scares me like you cannot believe. I feel like the back-up plan to be honest. I really don't want to. I deserve more than that. So why won't you talk to me? You need to.

Written: 04 Jan 2011 (Later the same day)