I can't see how I would even think to live my life any differently? All things happen for a reason, or so they say. Some things can't be rushed. Some things can't be stopped. We also can't let society's norms govern what we 'have to' do by the age of 40. There is just so much to do, no amount of time will ever be enough. Unless money is no option I guess. But, no... my life is screwed up, in a lot of ways, but I like it. I like the people in my life and like how things have happened so far. It was all for a reason... It just doesn't mean I have to always like the reasons, or the timing.