Am I dreaming?

Reading this quote made me think of Gerhard.  It's not easy, but it's possible...  And he's making it more and more possible every day.  I haven't written about it because I haven't really come to terms with it.  I still don't think I have.  It feels like I'm stuck in limbo somehow.  It feels like I'm going to wake up and this all would have been a cruel, cruel dream.  I hope it's not.  I hope he stays this way.  I hope he makes up for it all, the way he said he would.  I hope I'm not making a horrible mistake by trusting him.  Again.

Yes.  He came back.