Apr 23, 2010

All you can do is Wait...

I wish I can just wave a magic wand and make her pain go away. I wish I can hit some sense into him. I wish I can make him see what he's losing out on. I wish I can make them understand. I wish I can make them see the magic they are losing out on. I wish I can take away his insecurities. And hers. I wish I can hug her tight and make her instantly understand that the world is a good, kind place and that love is still out there for her. She is such a wonderful person and such a loving person. She deserves only the best that love and the world has to offer her. He is my friend too. I've know him years longer than I've known her. But I feel like I want to kick him in the balls to make him wake up. I won't though. He's still my friend. I still want to see him happy as well. I just don't understand why he wasn't happy to begin with... with her. He was so positive about her. He was SO happy and SO in love and couldn't stop talking about marrying this girl one day. I felt like Cupid. Getting them together. I was so proud of myself (secretly) for creating so much happiness for two people that I love. And now?? There's nothing. It's over. Just like that. And I don't understand. I feel so helpless. I feel so powerless. I know I can't make things right. That's it's not up to me. But I wish I could...

Love is a strange thing huh?!

2 comments:

Indrayani said...

This made me sad :(

Maryx said...

='( Still makes me sad sweetie.. thanx for commenting.