Yes. I know. How typical for a woman. But the thing is... it's not typical for me. I don't get PMS. Okay, hardly. I don't get PMS for months. It's brilliant. But then one month... BAM!!! I get it all one shot!! WTF is up with that?!
So yes you've guessed it... that month is now. I'm irritated. I'm Bitchy. I'm short-tempered. I'm emotional. I'm tired. I'm bloated. I hate myself. Normal PMS symptoms right? For what?! Okay Okay I'll try and calm down now.
I'm been slouchy and bloated and grumpy and emotional all damn morning. I swear I was fine just yesterday! And no, I don't necessarily take it out on anybody. I just keep to myself more than usual. It's better that way. But this morning.. I spoke to the 'new' guy in my life... and started crying. Well actually I started crying even before he phoned me. Weird. I know. He didn't know I was crying though. It was more like the tears were just flowing. Why exactly I'm not entirely sure. But I think I miss him. A lot. And I hate it. I don't want to miss someone right now. I don't want to get attached. My walls are strong now. Or so I thought. But he's breaking them down... slowly... VERY slowly. But he's doing it nonetheless. Urgh?!
No wonder I'm rambling the way I am. PMS!!!!!
That is all.