Nov 3, 2009

Be Afraid... Be Very Afraid...


Yes. I know. How typical for a woman. But the thing is... it's not typical for me. I don't get PMS. Okay, hardly. I don't get PMS for months. It's brilliant. But then one month... BAM!!! I get it all one shot!! WTF is up with that?!

So yes you've guessed it... that month is now. I'm irritated. I'm Bitchy. I'm short-tempered. I'm emotional. I'm tired. I'm bloated. I hate myself. Normal PMS symptoms right? For what?! Okay Okay I'll try and calm down now.

I'm been slouchy and bloated and grumpy and emotional all damn morning. I swear I was fine just yesterday! And no, I don't necessarily take it out on anybody. I just keep to myself more than usual. It's better that way. But this morning.. I spoke to the 'new' guy in my life... and started crying. Well actually I started crying even before he phoned me. Weird. I know. He didn't know I was crying though. It was more like the tears were just flowing. Why exactly I'm not entirely sure. But I think I miss him. A lot. And I hate it. I don't want to miss someone right now. I don't want to get attached. My walls are strong now. Or so I thought. But he's breaking them down... slowly... VERY slowly. But he's doing it nonetheless. Urgh?!

No wonder I'm rambling the way I am. PMS!!!!!

That is all.

5 comments:

kys said...

I'm all pms-ey, too. Blech.

Maryx said...

Kys - Great. At least I'm not alone. Bleh!

Jenn(ifer) said...

PMS is always a great excuse

Andhari said...

Ice cream or chocolates will help dear. Or just stay in your room with blankets all over and watch your favorite DVD. It's your day! Do everything you want :)

Maryx said...

=D