Aug 11, 2009
Single Girl in a Single World
Why is it that something that is the best for both parties... hurts so much?
Why is it that even though there was so much fighting and so much hurt during the relationship... I still love him?
Why is it that I can't look at him without falling hopelessly in love with him all over again?
Why is this so hard and so necessary at the same time?
Why can't we fix it just one more time?
I'm single. I said it.
We spoke about it. No yelling. No fighting. No alcohol. Just him and I. For the last time. Together for a second more. Oh don't worry I'll get over it. I always do. The thing is, we share mutual friends. Well, my friends. So we're gonna have to see each other. A lot. How will that go ya think? We made a promise that we wouldn't come to any get-togethers with someone else. At least for a while. Is that good or bad?
Okay I'm a bit out of words now. Think I'll just go to bed with my cat and my tears. It'll be better tomorrow. I hope.