Posted this lovely poem a while back, just thought I'd share it here. She writes amazing stuff, do yourself a favor and go check out her blog!
Even when you said you loved me,
Even when you told me I was missed,
Even when you told me you hurt and cried,
Even when you said you almost died.. I didn't...or couldn't feel a thing... you know,
always pretended to care.. but I always thought like you lied...
Its not a game, No one takes the blame,
Maybe its me, Hollow inside and empty,
Maybe loved too much, And got hurt plenty..
So how do you woo me? I dunno... Just do whatever you can,
Maybe I will fall for you someday, Maybe I will find my real man...
Love is not a pill...You cannot force me,
Just like I couldn’t have him, Yeah..Its a ride uphill,
I am all you get, Its all here, what you see...
But keep chasing me, I like being that butterfly, The one you run after
...but away she flies.. But I will kiss you for all this someday, I promise.
Before you go your way,
Before it all dies....