Dec 15, 2009

I wish you would love me back

He doesn't believe in love. The boyfriend doesn't believe in love.

*Slightly freaking out*

Not that I'm saying I LOVE him yet. YET. But jeeeeeeezzzzz... is it too much to wish and hope that it might happen?! One day?! ... He says it will change. He tells me (constantly) how in love he is with me. He tells how he WILL love me... He hopes that I can change that for him. He's had so many disappointments in his past. He's given up. Well Whoop-Dee-Fcuking-Doo!! Wake up and smell the farts - SO HAVE I.

But how do you give up on love? How do you give up on such a magical... amazing... Feeling? How do you give up on all that love has to offer? I don't get it. I know that love isn't always real and love isn't always true, but such are the hurdles in life. You have to cross a couple of speed bumps, but you will get over it. They are never that high. So you learn, I say! =D

What do you think?

3 comments:

Indrayani aka, Indi! said...

me thinks you shud pause...think...and really decide wat u want in a relationship...work on your own self and ensure that you give back the exact same thing that u want...from this guy...be patient...not question not force...and then see a miracle unfolding within a few days...

it may seem nothing is changing at first..but if u truly love him and think that he is worth the future you imagine, then i say do THIS and give it your best...

if done with full honesty and if you are patient.. it has to come back to you exactly in the way you want...

Worked for me.
:)
goodluck...!

Jenn(ifer) said...

patience my dear... patience.

kys said...

I don't understand guys. WTF?